Here's a little music, if you wish.
Hello or Bonjour either way. I'm new to writing anything really except essays and although there's hardly anyone reading this it's a bit of something new. The main reason to starting something this weird idea is my friend, as this certain person continues their blog because of her interest in photography. I'm pretty rubbish behind a camera so this is not like that, but I have other interests so this is mainly just thoughts of the week and the common areas of a poorly aspiring writer (books, films etc.) It's not to everyones particular interest to listen to losers but sorry it's not really for you, or at least for now it's not. In some strange way it might try to recover my sane mind and not become insane because at the moment every thought is bottled like a bursting champagne bottle, crap imagery there but I can try.
Theme of the week: Careers and basically the future
It's not just this week but ergh it's everywhere at the moment. Even though I'm eighteen it's still like asking when I was ten "what do you want to do?" Anything? Everything! But no, that's just not going to happen. I've mentioned this to a few of my friends, it feels as though people started some kind of race and finished without even telling me it's started. Most of our group have gone to different parts of England to University. They are studying both things that interest them and the subject which can conclude with a job they might actually want. Which is great, who wouldn't want that? Some people may not actually need a degree to do what they choose. In fact one of my friends wants to be a theatre technician of some kind and has succeded lately in I suppose "getting her foot in the door". It's astounding that my friends have planned and ultimatley focused on what they need to do, to which they are succeeding. But that's where the awkward one comes in. Me. Hello! Basically I'm both lazy and difficult resulting in no entry to University to do something and at the moment unemployment (technically my own fault because I quit-- I'm so lazy).
This thought of the week just results in me sitting down most likely with a cat and discussing (important fact: I'm a loser who talks to my cats) what the plan is. The plan so far is to look into University. At first it was just English Literature BA Hons but after little research I have learnt you can combine etc. Recently I would like some kind of Drama/Acting course because you should do what you love doing, which is that exactly. So I found loads of courses which do this which I need to apply to UCAS and try to convince people I'm worth the effort even with my lazy grades from A Level (BDD). Plus I have to get a job to be able to do anything. Car - Needs petrol - Need money for that. Go out with beautiful friends - Need money for that as well. My palm slaps my forehead and I sigh a giant breath of "I need to sort this out".
I do ramble, this blog will include lots about my lovely cats (all three of them), this is mainly for my sanity and for my general interests which either way if you decided to read I will apologise. It's just the way life's going at the moment. Sorry x
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